
Lately I can tell that there are moments that she actually does listen to me. When she's scared I tell her, "Don't worry, I'll keep you safe." And when she's doing something dangerous and I tell her to stop and she gets mad, I remind her, "It's my job to keep you safe Anna!"
So for the past month or so, I've also been watched over.
When I'm out in the yard weeding..."Make sure the bees don't get you Mom! Don't worry, I'll keep you safe."
In the parking lot walking to the store..."Hold my hand mom. I'll keep you safe."
And at bedtime, I get a big hug and "Don't worry, I'll keep you safe." with a little pat on my back.
And it melts my heart.
But then tonight, she had a serious case of the sillies and we were having some bedtime drama. For the past few weeks she drags bedtime out as looooong as possible by acting silly and not cooperating with ANY part of the bedtime routine. So I told her it was bedtime and not playtime and left the room. Then came the floodgate of tears and screaming. I waited for a few minutes for her to get the picture (although I do hate those cries!) and went back in the room. She gave me a big hug and then looked at me and said, very seriously, "Mommy, you can't leave! It's my job to keep you!"
Well. She wins. She can keep me forever.
And I'm glad to report bedtime went much smoother after that.
I left the room happy to know that after all the mistakes I've made so far as a mother, she still wants to keep me.









